'Twas the night before

My infusion.... I'm really praying all goes well and I'm not irritated with the people. My mom tends to remind me that everyone gets on my nerves. More so when it's a procedure or something related. I'm just hoping I won't have the urge to throat punch someone. They get three sticks and then they are out. Fingers crossed all goes well. 

Today had been one week since remicade was descided. This week has by far been one of the worse with joint pain and tiredness. No so much with stomach issues but I've been taking it super easy. Today I wanted rice and applesauce so I went on my lunch to the store. Well I was hungry and we all know how that goes... Never go shopping hungry that's like a major rule. Luckily today I had two things on my side, one not much sounds appetizing and two I'm broke. Not like broke but broke broke this is pay week so those are always tight. ( I even had to pull out the chuckie cheese wallet that my son keeps some ones in.... Don't judge I know y'all do the same thing. Anywho I bought rice, applesauce, kings Hawaiian rolls, and pudding. The last two were splurges. The pudding was no thanks to me later if you get what Mean. 

There is my beauty of. Lunch. I never got to the apple sauce it's actually to much food but whatever it look good and were things I think I can handle. Now I'm just thinking about a big ol steak! Hopefully I can get that set up in the new future. With my no appitiate, nausea and not sure what to eat to keep it all good I  figured blands were the best. On a good note with all this I've lost 8lbs!